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[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:52 pm] |
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Didn't write for a while .. I was too tired ..
I'm really frustrated you know.. There are just some things that really annoy me, and I actually don't know who to talk to .. Cause the things bothering me, don't have something in common or so.. It's just that there are too many things in my head bothering me at this moment, that I need a good conversation with somebody .. Just to clean my head or something ..
At this moment I'm having a conversation with somebody at MSN about one of the things that are bothering me, I'm glad she feels the same about it .. I really thought I was the only one who was thinking that ..
But I'll stop talking crap now cause you don't know what it's about .. and I'm not going to tell it either, cause I'm afraid that some people will get the wrong impression about it.. And I don't want that ..
I'm going to quit now, my mother is calling me ..
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|04:25 pm] |
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| |  I'm soo fucked up tired | ] |
Yeaaah I'm back, it was just soooo awsome in Luxembourg :D I was 5th And I actually am really happy with that although I made a few mistakes.. But the mistakes didn't matter... ooowwwww I'm just soo happy haha... And very tired .. Friday night we arrived at our youth hostel and it was already 10.45 pm so went to bed straightaway.. But I couldn't sleep and the next morning we stood up at 7 o 'clock and I had slept for only 3 hours or so.. My competition started at 1.30 pm .. We were finished at 7 pm and then we went back to our youth hostel and we had to change for the party in 20 minutes..! We were back around midnight and I went to sleep straightaway and I slept till 8.10 this morning.. at 10 am we went back home and at 3 pm we arrived by our trainingscentre...
I'm going to quit now cause I have to unpack my suitcase haha..
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
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Hello :)
I really really fucked up my chemics test, I really did, but I wasn't the only one, in fact almost everyone fucked it up so it isn't that bad I think ... I hope ...
Tomorrow I'm going to Luxembourg :) First we're going to train from 13.30 until 15.30, so it's a short training, and then we're leaving, so tomorrow evening we'll be in Luxembourg.. Saturday i've got my competition, It's not very important so there is no need to be nervous, but i actually am a little nervous, cause i'm going to try new things in some of my exercises .. and that's what makes me a bit nervous .. especially bars.. i'm going to do 'jäger' .. ( not that you would know what that is :p ) But we'll see.. i'm a little nervous fot beam too, but that's pretty normal haha... Well, I'm going to quit now, i think i'll leave another message tomorrow, if i've got the time .. <3 |
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[Dec. 5th, 2004|11:49 am] |
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Well, goodmorning..!!
Sanne and ! went to the cinema last night.. 'Bridget Jones the Edge of Reason' It was sooo damn funny :D I really should go to the cinema more often you know ..
Hmm today it's 5 december and that means it's 'Sinterklaas' , But we're not going to do anything with our family, too bad, I really like to do something, or maybe with Christmas, but we're not going to do anything.. :(
Hmm I've got 4 ( maybe 5 )more trainings to go before we're going to Luxembourg ..
I'm going to quit now'.. <3 |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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| |  Whooa It's so boring here | ] |
Sooo well I'm kinda bored .. That's why I'm leaving another message today.. My training didn't went as good as yesterday, But that's just very difficult cause yesterday my training was almost perfect or so.. All my energie is gone you know, I'm sooo f*cking tired.. No, i'm not tired, my body is tired..
Tomorrow my little cousin is coming.. she's like 1 year and two months old or so.. and sooo damn cute..
Tomorrow i also have got lots of homework to do .. especially maths .. :( ...
I hope that Sanne can come over tomorrow evening.. We're going to take pictures if she can come :D soo funny... She also wants to go out tomorrow, but i don't think my parents are going to like that.. well, i do haha..
Well, actually i've no more crap to talk about... ;)
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|03:15 pm] |
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Damn.. I f*cked up my maths test... But my English and history were pretty good actually.. Hmm I don't have very much to talk about.. maybe tonight.. I'm going to my gymnastics training in about ten minutes so... I'm going to quit now.. <3 |
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[Dec. 1st, 2004|05:35 pm] |
Pff.. Tomorrow we've got a history test, and the things we have to learn are sooooo boring... I just made a summary of it, it's about the communism in Russia, and about Adolf Hitler, well, only that part is a bit interesting I think ... Hmm..
You know, I really want to have a boyfriend ... On the way home, when I was sitting in the train I was thinking about that.. But, I don't have someone in particular that I really like .. Well, I did like someone and I know almost for sure that when I see him again I'm going to like him again .. But that wasn't going to work cause he lives too far away ... Anyway, my horoscope in 'Girlz!' ( a magazine ) said very positive things about love for me haha .. It was so funny .. It said: 'It doesn't matter if you don't have a boyfriend now, soon there will be a hole army of cute boys standing for your door waiting for you, so you can choose...' and '<3 No, you're not lonely, it's just the silence for the storm' hahaha it's so funny :) I really hope it's true haha..
Well, I actually don't have much to talk about anymore, ( Í'm talking to the boy wich I told you about, the one I liked ;) haha) So, I'm going to quit for today.. Bye..!
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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| |  Ohhw we're so funny ;) | ] |
Well hallo again :)
I'm going to write in English from now on, not that my English is so good but, dunnow, I like it :)
I didn't write for a while, I was very very busy this weekend... I had a gymnastics competition in
Amsterdam saturday, it was a qualification for the Dutch championships for club-teams... But.. It didn't went the way we suspected it would ... We were disqualified..!! It was soooo unfair :( Now we can't participate in the Dutch Championships.. We were so dissepointed .. We did make a chance to make it to the Dutch Championships, you know .. A very good chance actually ..
Today is my dad's birthday, now he's 43 years old .. Downstairs ( in the living room ) There's a room full of visiters ... I don't feel like going down there..
Haha today Sanne and me were very annoying, well , the last 15 minutes of our training ... and on the way home too.. We were laughing all the time and we couldn't stop.. In Dutch we call it 'de slappe lach hebben' or 'melig zijn '.. But I don't know how to say that in English ...
Hmm I think I'm going to quite my story for today.. :) |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|08:58 pm] |
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| | Just a little bit stressed ... | ] |
Whaa 't wordt ook echt steeds erger met mij, ik begin nu alweer te stressen voor de wedstrijd zaterdag.. Niet goed.. en dat terwijl ik me zo had voorgenomen om deze keer overal eens rustig over te blijven.. naja het viel nog mee.. eigenlijk best erg je komt 1 brugoefening niet door en je begint al te stressen, daarna ging ie gelukkig wel lekker... En balk.. daar hebben we het niet over.. niet over mijn balktraining van vandaag tenminste.. Dat ging ook niet zo... vloer en sprong gaan wel lekker.. maja dat zijn ook de toestellen waar ik me gewoon niet druk om hoef te maken, en waar ik me ook gewoon niet druk om maak ... Maja.. We'll see zaterdag, 't komt vast wel goed als ik maar rustig blijf... Ik ga weer kappen voor nu, nog ff douchen en dan eeh.. slapen maar denkik ... |
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|08:57 pm] |
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| | Little bit of everything ;) | ] |
Poooeeh wat heb ik vandaag gelachen op school zeg.. :p was echt zoo grappig :D Nou was dus voor t eerste uur, ik loop naar mn lokaal staat er zo'n vet 'kijk-mij-eens-ik-ben-arrogant-en-ik-denk-dat-ik-populair-ben' wijf op de gang.. aangezien het daar een beetje druk was werd ik geduwd en kwam ik tegen haar aan... zegt ze zo tegen mij van 'tss hallow anders loop je ff tegen me aan ofzo' Maja ik ben niet de persoon die gauw wat terug zegt, maar vandaag floepte er heel droog uit 'Tss hallow anders doe je ff arrogant ofzo' Dat vond zij dus niet zo leuk en toen schreeuwde ze naar mij van 'oh tss houd je bek toch' Naja ik kwam dus niet meer bij van het lachen... ik vond het echt zooo grappig.. :p ... En ze was ook nog eens ouder dan ik normaal zeg ik dan al helemaal niks hahahaha... maja... Trainen ging best lekker vandaag afgezien van dat ik ongeveer alles gebroken heb wat je maar kan breken :s Naja dat is dan wel overdreven maar m'n teen is wel behoorlijk eehm.. kapot ofzo.. iig flink gekneusd denkik... Maar ik ga weer kappen.. Nog ff msn-en en dan eeh... weet ik nog niet wat ik ga doen ;) |
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|08:20 pm] |
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Hmm vandaag begon mijn dag erg goed.. voor een erg korte tijd... nadat ik uit m'n bedje was, me aangekleed, opgemaakt enz. enz. had, voelde ik mijzelf best happy... Toen zat mijn gelukkigheidspijl ik denk zo'n beetje op 75 % .. Maar dan kom je beneden, wordt je in een ruzie betrokken waar je absoluut niet in betrokken wil worden, en doet de ene kant van de ruzie ook nog eens net of het jouw schuld is, tja dan zit je gelukkigheidspijl wel in één keer bij -300 % ofzo... Unhappy dus.. maja.. nu doen ze net of er niks aan de hand is dus doe ik daar maar aan mee.. Lijkt me toch wel het beste...
Maja vandaag dus ook PW Frans.. Weet je hoe erg dat meeviel.. Al die stress voor niets :) Nu nog wachten op het cijfer.. Het was vast wel goed genoeg voor een voldoende....
Maar ik stop voor nu maar weer, had me voorgenomen om eens vroeg te gaan slapen vandaag, ik denk dat dat wel een erg goed plan is en ik em daar ook maar aan ga houden.... |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
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Vandaag.. tja ik weet niet ik heb echt van die 'mood-swings' zoals je die zo leuk kan noemen. Ik weet niet, het ene moment ben ik vet melig, het andere moment zou ik, als blikken konden doden, zo'n beetje iedereen vermoord hebben die maar in mijn gezichtsveld stond. Volgens mij ga ik ook ziek worden ofzo, ik ben echt zooo moe en slap, en heb nergens zin in... Maja dat wordt dus weer vitaminepilletjes slikken, want ziek worden is op dit moment zo'n beetje het laatste wat ik nodig heb.
Morgen hebben we proefwerk Frans. Heb vanmiddag een uur al die dingen in m'n kop lopen stampen maar of het geholpen heeft.. Ben bang van niet.. Maar we zullen zien morgen... |
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